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DUIT

Ramai orang boleh hilang judgement kalau pasal duit-duit ni. Aku hampir-hampir terjebak dengan skim cepat kaya yang berlindung di sebalik MLM. Katanya dalam satu bulan aku boleh dapat RM 8K. Dan dalam masa 7 bulan aku boleh dapat 100K. Lumayan kan? Tapi sebenarnya dalam dunia ni “There is no such thing as easy money”. Sapa nak kasi beb! Aku hampir-hampir buat personal loan RM 23K utk join tu semua..Pengalaman mendewasakan…

Pantai Bukit Keluang

jiwa kacau..masalah peribadi yang sukar dijelaskan..aku harus kuat dan tabah..

semalam aku ke bukit keluang..cuma duduk di tepi pantai..

melihat langit  nan biru dan kepul-kepul awan memutih.mengasyikkan..

memerhati garis horizon yang memisahkan laut dan langit.menenangkan..

pasir pantai yang putih bersama angin sepoi-sepoi mengusik pipi.indah..

tempat kenangan..kepada laut aku mengadu..

aku mahu kembali lagi..ke tempat indah itu..

Rawak

Sudah lama aku tidak menulis. Graf hidupku biasa saja. Mendatar.

Kini di TDM. Agak bosan. Selesai memproses sampel darah, buat pengiraan, komen. Perkara rutin begitu membosankan.

Alangkah bagusnya kalau…dapat pergi melancong, piknik, tengok wayang, pergi theme park…nikmatnyaa..

Tapi tu semua boleh wujud dalam khayalan je mengenangkan report yang banyak pending. Haish. Pening2.

Ok lah. Nampaknye diri sendiri sudah bertukar menjadi seorang yang membosankan. Bye.

New

New year, New day….

Mostly orang akan buat new year’s resolution. Tapi yang tahun lepas pun ade yang tak tercapai. Well, tahun ni tak nak buat any resolution sebab nanti tak tertunai janji pada diri sendiri plak. So, lalui je tahun ni tekad utk be the best in whatever things that i do. Chaiyokkk!!

Looking back at 2009 dah banyak things dah di accomplish. The biggest accomplishment is finishing my degree. Selama 4 tahun tunggang terbalik baca buku akhirnye Grad jugak. And also forget to mention, pass forensic exam. Yeah, satu kepuasan bagi diri sebab tak perlu nak repeat lagi.

So, im looking forward for 2010 and hoping that i would accomplish more in 2010. And to all friends, all the best for the new beginning of this year and good luck in whatever things that u guys do :)

Congratulations

big sis big day

Tahniah for my dearest big sis because of her engagement to mr ruffian ridzar. Tumpang gembira for her big day. Overall haritu sy penat betul sebab jadi driver ke sana sini sampai dah tak larat untuk jadi photographer. hehe.

By the way, last 20th december genap la saya berumur 23 tahun. I guess im a year older now. and a year wiser :) i hope. Thanks to all friends yang greet warm wishes on that special day. Luv u guys *heart smiles*

Oh oh tak lupe saya rase sangat gembira sebab pass Pharmacy Forensic Exam 2009 aritu. So, x perlu la bace buku law lagi sebab tak perlu repeat. Oh yeah! :)

Minggu ni last week kat CDR. Komen saya, mule-mule tu tak ok tapi last-last tu best la plak. So far banyak sangat benda dapat belajar sebab dulu time undergrads tak suke Oncology dan main hafal aje all the regimen and protocols tu. Skang ni dah keje haruslah belajar dan pahamkan *sigh* Hehe.

Eventhough all things went my way, tapi still rase something is missing..

My jantung manis.

rase gembire bile dapat berjumpe

Anyway, tajuk tu bunyinye cam kelakar je..

Weekend lepas tersangat lah bestnye sebab:

1. Saya dapat jumpa Jantung Manis

Wah wah hepi tak terkata rase macam boleh kena diabetic je. En Azhar sangat bermurah hati untuk menjadi teman ke mane-mane wedding yang perlu di attend eventhough saye tahu die tak suke tempat sesak penuh orang ramai. Walaupun die berusaha nak penuhkan hajat buah hatinye yang banyak demand tu, tapi die tetap tak boleh cover muke uncomfortable nye tu. Haha. Sorry dear.

2. Saya dapat jumpe Adini and En Aye

Terima kasih tak terhingga pada Dini sebab sanggup berikan tempat tidur nya untuk saye. Tak lupe time  Dini belanja sebab dah dapat first pay. By the way thanks untuk housemate dini yang sangat nice- AM ngan Ili. You guys, rase seronok sangat bile kite bertiga dapat hangout and pegi tengok muvee kt KLCC. Tengok New Moon plak tu (im a fan of twilight saga). Credit to En Aye sebab blanje tiket wayang. Terima kasih daun keladi *wink*

3. Saya dapat jumpe Geng 401 and klasmate BSC Pharm

Hepi sebab cam buat small reunion kat Surya’s wedding. Surya hot giler in red dress aritu. Rase tak percaya semua dah nak kahwin kan? Best sangat sebab bile jumpe tu banyak je benda nak updates. Hepi tengok Alin and her BF. So sweet..

4. Saya dapat jumpe keluarga si Jantung Manis

Ni memang wajib kene pergi. The last time mase konvo, akak die siap tempah kek dengan wish “Dear Cik Sue,Happy Graduation Day”. Terharu okeh sebab walaupun belum jadi ahli family diorang dah di treat cam ni. Oh so terharu..Dahla time tu tak pegi pun sebab ayah tak sihat. Budak-budak comel tu pun asyik call tanye bile nak datang. So bile finally get to see them, rase puas hati. Heh *heart smiles*

Tapi time nak balik tu rase sedih sangat nak tinggalkan si Jantung Manis. Haish, bile la boleh jumpe lagi.. Papepun hope next time ade lagi chance nak berjalan-jalan. Jom.

Countdown

Cant believe today is Wednesday! I’ve been counting the days since the start of the week coz im so excited and looking forward for this weekend.

By the end of this week, Surya oficially will be Fitri’s and Im so happy for both of them.Note that Surya is the first to be Mrs among us 5 at 401.Haha..I havent got anything for their wedding gifts, but i’ll figured that out later.Kamikaze jer. *wink*

Really cant wait to meet my JANTUNG MANIS , and not to forget Dnie and Encik Aye. Flight tickets booked and i’ll be staying at dnie’s. Million gazillion thanks dear~~

Hope everything went well as planned. Daa~ :)

Updates

It’s been like a month since my last entries..

Have been really busy with my last department IPD and now im doing my enforcement pharmacy for two weeks. It has been a nice experience doing the enforcement pharmacy as i could broadened my knowledge to the field that im not familiar with.

My first week have been good at the CPF, Kelantan. I’ve got the opportunity to see prosecution at the court, doing inspections at private clinics and inspection at the entry point (Rantau Panjang). Basically I like the part where I can go ‘jalan-jalan’ laa. Ngee. I also learn how to process exhibits and other stuff but the’ jalan2′ part is the most exciting for me. haha.

Today I will follow the CPF staff to do ‘Roadblock Bersepadu’ which involve CPF, Kastam and Imegresen and other Departments as well. Hope it doesnt rain heavily because im worry that i might get my ‘newly done hair’ wet. If  so, there goes my RM 200 on a hair do. Arghh.

Looking forward for my jantung manis to come back this Wednesday..Miss him dearly. *wink*

p/s: Congratulations Dayo on her wedding this Raya Haji. May Allah bless U and hope U will forever be happy with your  loved one *heart smiles*

DOWN

Things have not been going my way recently.

Work SUCKS, love SUCKS and life SUCKS.

It’s clear that being an adult is just not my thing. I hate it.

I just need a break and I miss my uni  friends terribly.

Im looking forward for this upcoming convo holiday next week. Hope it will be great to let go off this misery. I HOPE.

6 days

How to start eh?

Ok ok. The story goes.. the senior PRP would be leaving HUSM this Oct.  And the remaining PRP left is the 4 of us. Oh no.

Penatnye sebab kene cover the workload yang dulu boleh di delegate to all the senior PRP jugak. *sigh*

I’ve been working 6 days a week in 2 weeks row. Penatnye. Badan rasa sakit-sakit. *sobs*

Lagi2 jadual methadone dah keluar. My workload is gaining. Noo.

But the good news is my boss have given me the green light for my convo holiday. Best of all monday-thursday. And since friday is not a working day for me it means that i will enjoy a total 6 days of holiday.Yeayy!! Setelah sekian lama.. :)